So... I totally forgot to post these photos. I took these during the Christmas holiday. Mom offered me to take photos in her client's wedding ceremony and although I refused at first (it's holiday... this young lady just wanna relax), but I was too poor to pass the opportunity. So to add little more zeros in my saving balance, I decided to take the job. My mom did really great in decorating their wedding, especially the decoration in the beach. It was beautiful. Anyone planning to marry in the near time? Do contact my mom. You can find her blog in the links page. Tee-hee~
This post contains a whole lot of photos (not that it's any surprise anymore)... I just felt the need to let you know about that. I didn't have confidence during this shoot actually... It's been a really really long time since I last photograph. And no, I am not exaggerating this. I think it's been about 6 months since I seriously photograph something. I didn't even take photos while I was in Thailand. /sigh/
Life's about choices, right? Everything you choose to do is an integral part of your life. There's unimaginable impact our mundane choices have towards our life. But even knowing that, I just give up. I don't feel like doing this whole thesis. I want to graduate but I cannot bring myself to make the effort to finish, or even start working on my thesis.
Maybe I'd fail. Maybe I don't graduate. But even those thoughts doesn't have impact on me anymore. What's wrong with me? Although I know the impact my choices could do to my life... I have chosen not to do anything. Not being afraid that this will be the choice that changes everything.
If there is a pill or treatment to cure this laziness, ignorance and procrastination or whatsoever... I'd buy it. i'd pay any cost for it. Cause I really do not know how to pick myself up again really.
"The worst thing one can do is not to try, to be aware of what one wants and not give in to it, to spend years in silent hurt wondering if something could have materialized - never knowing." - Jim Rohn
Will I spend my coming years in silent hurt wondering and not knowing?